“Cutting is a fence you build upon your own body to keep people out but then you cry to be touched. But the fence is barbed.” Girl in Pieces
Author: Kathleen Glasgow
Publisher: Random House US
Type: Young Adult, Mental Health, Advanced Readers Copy
Rating: 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸 out of 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸
Kathleen Glasgow’s début novel Girl in Pieces is a first person narrative which tells of teen Charlotte “Charlie” Davis whose life is in shambles. At the age of seventeen Charlie is: homeless, a cutter, has a best friend who will spend the rest of her life in a vegetative state, a mother who doesn’t want her, a father who is dead and currently residing in a mental institution. Charlie is a seventeen year old who is broken in more ways than one can count; yet, despite being broken, the reader can’t help but root for her to find a way through her pain and to come out a stronger person on the other end.
When the book opens, Charlie is lying on a hospital lawn reflecting upon the stars shining down upon her: I remember the stars that night. They were like salt against the sky, like someone spilled the shaker against very dark cloth. As the blood seeps out of her veins, Charlie’s story is only just beginning. Over the next first third of the book, the reader is taken within the walls of the mental hospital Charlie finds herself in following a cutting experience which was in fact a suicide attempt. Here, amongst other teenage girls who are dealing with their own forms of addictions, from alcohol and drug abuse to self-mutilation, Charlie begins to take her first steps towards acknowledgment of who she is, where she has been, her experiences and finally to begins to see a way to move forward.
Following Charlie’s stint in the hospital where she meets others who are similar to her, she is discharged and finds herself leaving the cold and pain of Michigan for the warmth and sunny sky of Tucson, Arizona. Arriving in Tucson, Charlie finds work as a dishwasher in a restaurant along with an apartment. As Charlie fights to remain sober and not to give in to the need to cut, she enters into what evolves into a toxic relationship with one of her coworkers, Riley, a once famous musician who lost his way to drug abuse. Although the reader can argue that Charlie and Riley love one another and want to save each other, ultimately their relationship fails and they find that they are unable to save the other without first saving themselves.
The final part of the book, can be viewed as a rebirth for Charlie. Like the phoenix rising from its own ashes, Charlie falls and yet is able to climb her way out of the inferno. With the help of her friends and her art, Charlie finally comes to understand what she needs in order to survive and have fulfilling relationships.
I was extremely fortunate enough to receive and advance readers copy of this book from Random House Children’s Books and I can’t begin to thank them for giving me the opportunity to read this emotionally charged book. From the description of the book and comparisons to 13 Reasons Why and Girl, Interrupted (both of which are stories that I thoroughly enjoyed), I couldn’t help but be intrigued and slightly skeptical about this new young adult story by a début author. Luckily, I need not have been so skeptical as the book was everything I could have hoped for and so much more.
This was a book that I found hard to put down as I recognized that the story was not only tragic and heartbreaking, but beautifully written and one that needed to be told. Although Charlie is a very flawed character and there were times that I wanted to reach out and shake her while yelling “What the hell do you think you’re doing?!?”; I couldn’t help but feel empathy for Charlie, a young woman who had been without any kind of affection for so long that it was the physical pain she brought on herself that allowed her a way to cope with her feelings of worthlessness.
Girl in Pieces is a human story that tells of the darker side of humanity, the story that many in society do not want to acknowledge exists or is even possible. It serves as a harsh reminder that there are teens in this world who are dealing with very real pain who believe that they have nowhere to turn other than to harm themselves in some physical way. In the publisher’s letter to me, they said that Girl in Pieces is “a haunting, beautiful, and necessary book that will stay with you long after you’ve read the last page.” I have to say that I agree with the publisher, I have already recommended it to my book club (a group of women where ages range from 22-80s) as well as other friends. It’s a book that I have yet to stop thinking about, despite having finished it five days ago. The story is raw and emotional and will definitely remain with me for a long time to come.
Girl in Pieces will be published in the United States on August 30, 2016.